I know I don't update my journal as much as I used to... I've been super busy the past few weeks and haven't had the time... but I do appreciate all your emails asking for updates;)
Last night SissyJilly emailed me :
SJ: Goddess, i have not cum or stroked in 5 days because i haven't had permission to. What should i do???
-Keep stroking.... no cumming ;)
SJ: You are so kind Goddess for letting me stroke. Hopefully i will be able to cum soon, but before You let me. My balls are aching sooo bad right now. i love reading Your blog Goddess and one of the reason why is the pictures You send to losers with humiliating things on the little board. Can i please have a ppv picture of You Goddess?
$10 Pay-to-View: NO CUMMING! but feel free to keep stroking;)
(( don't mind the wet hair;) ))
SJ: Goddess, You are so amazingly sexy. It's no wonder when i call i can barely speak to You. i love clicking that send payment button
$10 Pay-to-View: Since you love it so much - keep going!
SJ: Goddess, W/we both know i can't say no to You. Of course i will keep going.
$10 Pay-to-View: Are you....
-stroking for Me?
SJ: Yes i am Goddess. i want to cum so bad. Is there anyway You will let me??? What do i have to do??
$10 Pay-to-View: I'll...
-have to think about that... but for now -- keep stroking Sissy!
SJ: Thank You so much Goddess. i am constantly on the verge of cumming, but i will not until You say i can. This denial makes me so submissive towards You Goddess
$10 Pay-to-View: It's...
-great isn't it? I love owning your cock!
SJ: It's so much better this way. It will make sure my focus stays on You at all times.
(I got busy with callers)
$10 Pay-to-view: What...
-are you doing in between emails? Are you still stroking?
SJ: i'm stroking to Your pics and slideshow. my sissy dick is so hard and throbbing in pain. i want to cum so bad
$10 Pay-to-View: I ...
-I bet you do ;) lol and yet... I'm not ready to let you cum :)
SJ: Thank You so much Goddess for taking my money and denying me the whole time. i truly love Your sexy cruelty
$10 Pay-to-View: I'd love to...
- lock your sissy dick up then tease you with my sexy feet :)
SJ: Nothing would be better Goddess. Please lock me up and tease me with Your perfect feet.
|Bella is truly a Goddess and will take control from the first second you hear Her sexy voice. Be careful|
|Bella is all i can think about. She is absolutely perfect. If you spend a penny anywhere but on this Goddess, you are wasting your money.|
|She is very efficient in taking money, keeping you hard, and making you thank Her for every wonderful second of it. Phone calls, ppvs, stroking, no cumming. i am in love with this Goddess|
|Thank You Goddess for taking my money and letting me know exactly how much of a loser and pathetic i am. You are the best|